|
It’s raining today, both outside and in. It’s too quiet without you here. I look at the place where you used to lay your head and I try to picture you still here. But you’re not. You were such a big part of my life and who I am. I feel like I’ve lost a part of myself with out you. You made it easy for me to be a good friend. I can never remember a time when you weren’t happy to see me and I happy to see you. I know that a lot of people won’t understand the depth of my love for you. We spoke a language all our own. It was a language of love. And though you never spoke a word, we understood each other beautifully. You were my protector and I was yours. I believe that there is nothing you wouldn’t have done for me and I for you. But I couldn’t save you in the end, not with all my money, not with all my tears. Letting go of you was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Because of who you were, I knew our time together would come to an end all to soon. But knowing that doesn’t make it any easier to let you go. I can still feel you here with me though. And as much as I want the hurt to stop, I don’t want to forget how much you made me feel. There were so many things about you that I love. To look in your eyes, was to know that I was loved. I hope you felt the same from me. Anywhere I went is where you wanted to be. I wish I could have taken you with me everywhere. But the way things are, that wasn’t always possible. I’m so glad we got to go the mountains. I wish we could have lived there together. It would have been a better place to be. I hope someday day we find a way to be together again. No one knows for sure what lies beyond our time here on earth. But I know that if we can find our way back to each other, we will. Maybe it will be a in place that doesn’t need goodbyes. Until that time, I will dry my eyes and think of you often. I love you old Syd dog.
|
